I wish I had an audience, well sometimes. I think only my husband would appreciate what I have to say. Instead all my thoughts are getting lost in cyberspace. Just drifting around waiting to land on somebody's computer. I can just picture this black abyss with words floating around. It is probably safer that way. I have more freedom to say what I want. I don't think anyone could ever find my blog anyway. No one I know is that internet savvy, that I know of. I wonder how people get their blogs out there? I guess giving it out to people they know. Anyway I feel safe right now. Not that I have any big secrets. There is that commercial out there that says "everyone has something to hide." I often think about what is my secret? I think the biggest thing is that I hide the fact that I am very insecure. Sometimes though I wish I hid it better, I want to exude confidence. I should have a lot of confidence because I am so blessed. I have everything I have ever desired. Four beautiful children and an amazing husband. It is definitely something I need to work on. I wish I could know others secrets, well maybe my husbands. I would like to know if he has any. Maybe I don't though, some things are best left hidden. Anyway...