I am blue.
Blue am I.
My fingers feel blue.
My heart feels blue.
In the sky I see blue.
My kids look blue.
My husband looks blue.
Blue seems to have taken hold.
Blue won't let go.
LORD, free me from this blue.
I am blue.
Blue am I.

I just wanted to say how much I dislike my sister. If she could just go away forever I don't think I would even miss her. I know my mom would she feels this attachment to her because she is her mom. SHe is absolutely nuts, I mean really she should be hospitalized. I know she is mentally ill but my family has this habit of helping people to stay in their weakness. What is it called co-dependency? Something like that. She had a hissy fit at me the other day and told me I was dead to her. Really I didn't know it was so bad. She thinks she has hurt my feelings when actually I am just happy I don't have to talk to her and everyone can blame her for it.
Why do we have such crazy families? Why did Jai and I move back from Edmonton to be close to family when they are all so absolutely nuts? Now I would give a lot to be rid of them. I guess this is another reason to long for heaven. A place with perfect families. What could be more awesome than having God as our father. I know he is now but then we will be able to hear him audibly and feel his arms around us. Amazing!